Hi dad!
How are you?
Feeling alright in your new instalment?
It’s probably not heaven, but where ever it is I hope you like it.
I know you’re a hardass so please go a little easy on them will ya?
Don’t give’em to much hell..
Are you feeling alright now? Must have been quite a relief to go the way you did.
Hell, you left us all standing with our jaws wide open.
I know you were afraid, and I’m really happy it ended the way it did.
But you know, I feel kind of egocentrically.
I wanted some more years with you. I know, I know. You were getting old and all.
But heck, I really wanted to show you that I’m getting there you know.. Not being a troubled child any more.
Well, less of a trouble child in your eyes. But you know we all can’t grow up to be what you wanted.
I’m regretting like hell that I didn’t make that trip to see you or that call to see how everything was. Just letting you know that I was there…
My only hope is that you can see from where you are that I’m growing up to be a man you can be proud of.
I see now what I miss when it’s not around any more… I really miss you dad.

Love // your son